Mónica Sanz's notes: my name is Paytem Jane

After this uncertainty, Monica Sanz, or rather Paytem Jane, has removed our doubts by writing a new blog. Now, we aren’t gonna talk about Monica Sanz, we’re gonna talk about PAYTEM JANE.

There was a time, when I though that the most important to make music was to show my warriors how I felt, at the time I don’t always wanted, but this is not the way I do anymore.

Lots of things, not all of them good, has happened to me lately and the main reasons why I’m still here fighting are: the promise I did to myself of getting my dream, the fact my grandma always wanted me to get it, and the strongest one: the unconditional support of my people and fans.

When I was younger I used to ask everybody around me for calling me Monica in public (remember my twitter? @MonicaIsMyName), because it sounded better to me than the way they used to call me, but I don’t need it anymore. Working on making music ( yes, I do although it doesn’t look like. I have this terrible frustration about can not releasing songs yet, too) has made me find myself and I really want, as I said once long time ago, trying myself. Simply because I need to be honest with you and me . At the time I wanna make come true the dream of two little girls who wished to see their names on the cover of an album.

Apart of this, I used to think I only had to show my warriors when I’m up or when things go good. I still don’t know how you know it sometimes but, when I’m down, only you guys, can take me up and you really do. I don’t know, but maybe it’s because you know me better than what I think and that’s why I wanna have a closer relationship with the army. I don’t wanna show my feelings and my dream anymore, I wanna share my feelings and dreams with you in all the senses. That’s why it’s too weird to me when you call me Monica or anything else.

I also read all of your letters I can, and lots of you write that you dreamt with music too. So I found the way of making some dreams come true at the time I do mine, because I know how lucky I am because of the opportunity I have.

I know it’s gonna be funny but after repeating thousand of times that “I am Monica Sanz”, today I wanna share with all of you my new most said words: “My name is Paytem Jane” ( Warriors can call me Payt like my friends do ;) )

I hope you understand and I hope talking to you soon!

Love you from the bottom of my heart. Claws up!

Payt.

Monica Sanz’s Notes: “See no more” for a moment!

Monica Sanz have just written another blog and she presents the brand new single of Joe Jonas “See no more”:





It is not that I am a huge fan of the Jonas brothers but this baby have definately caught my heart with this song! Yours?

My best wishes with his solo album!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-5MGyxEjEU





(Source: monicasanzofficialfanclub.com)

Monica Sanz’s Notes: Date of birth!

Monica Sanz…won the bet! We have a new little warrior in our family! Congratulations, mom and dad! Check her blog:

Kyra : 08-10-2011 ( 20″47′ in ; 7′71 lb)



I have no words to explain how proud I am of Arle, she has been so brave!! Kyra and her mom are ok!

As I said (I love that part, haha), Kyra has born today and I wanted to introduce you all, the newest ( 2 hours old in the pic) warrior in the army.

Ah! Guess what? She has born on the world wide day of the female orgasm! It’s fun but I want to make you remember if you want to celebrate this day with a boy, or you’re looking for an orgasm in any other moment, be careful and wise! One new baby warrior is enough by now ;)

Lots of love, ladies! Enjoy today!

Monica Sanz’s Notes: Push mentally!

I guess the most of you, guys, know my coaching and friend Arlena. She’s always near to me every night at the concerts, so probably you knew she is pregnant (if not, yes, we used her belly for an effect while the “Born this way” performance for the gay party, but it was not fake at all).

The fact is that after more than nine months waiting…the moment has arrived (unbelievable, it’s been so long to me, day after day) ! She is pregnant for the last 41 weeks, and I bet she will give birth tomorrow (although Arle doesn’t help pushing, and nobody believes the baby will be born tomorrow apart of me).

I was the only one who guessed the baby was a girl (yeah! A warrior is coming!) and if I win the bet, I will be officially her nanny!

Well, I will take care of Kyra anyways, but I hate losing a bet!

This is Kyra and I this morning while I was singing, but who knows how will be the picture tomorrow…?



Crossed fingers!!!

Monica Sanz's Notes: Who is he?

Monica Sanz wrote a blog and she told us a secret. Do you know she thought about recording “Stupid Groupie”’s music video?

I’m gonna confess a secret (that I don’t know if I can): 
Some time ago, when I thought about recording the “Stupid Groupie” video (something really, really difficult as everything I have in mind), I called this guy for him to take part of it, and he seemed excited about the idea of becoming an actor and wearing a Mohawk!
Our schedules made impossible the recording and we had to postpone it but now…we have no Mohawk! I guess now he might get a character at “Die Hard 5” or something with Bruce Willis. Anyway, I wish him the best and now I’m pretty sure that bald men give good luck. Do you guys know who this new bald man is?

I’ll give you some tracks: After cutting his hair, he has won every match he has played again (we will see today in Hamburg), and probably if you ask him what is at his head, he would answer (whispering): “Passiooooonnnn” 
Get it?

Monica Sanz's Notes: Officially dangerous

Believe it or not, my facebook profile account has been disabled!!!

It's not a mistake, Facebook really thinks I'm dangerous... I love it!

The official answer from them is that they are confused about me, and they are not sure about me, it's the real me...no comment about this!

This has opened my eyes! Maybe they are right, because I don't even feel myself the same way anymore but, who knows who is me better than me? In fact, fans apart, I don't think people really know me because of that model thing called Monica Sanz... so maybe this could be the start for a new age.

There is only one thing will never change: I LOVE MY ARMY!
Anyway, I want my page back! Dear friends of Facebook: don't make me call the warriors...

Source: Monica Sanz's Notes

Monica Sanz's Notes: A WoMan in the mirror!

Dear army!

I've seen all your questions on twitter about my definitive dress so here you have. This is the one that I wore:



I have to recognize this one was improvised, because at the end of the day I felt completely different, but it was funnier this way! I love the brights and the fact I needed two seats just for me, too! It's literally a "don't disturb" dress!

Oh well, I was not alone. Don't think I forgot about Michael Jackson this time. He was probably sitting by my side! But it's true it was impossible to me posting here and remembering him!

Answering to one of you on twitter, I didn't feel bad because I was partying. It hurts every single day the same way, and I had to celebrate he is living in my heart for the last couple of years and forever!

Anyway, I remind him everyday and this is a perfect date, too, to make you think about him!

God dances on heaven! Claws up!

Monica Sanz's Notes: I have no dress yet!!!

Well, after a really hard day, fitting every dress I have found on my way, I’ve decided that this is the one I’m not gonna wear to the party!!! …Or maybe, yeah!
I don’t know, what do you think?

Monica Sanz’s Notes: I love this move!

My fans are the best and the greatest but this is near!
I just hope he is proud of this right now and he can feel the love he spread in the world.
Everybody in this video is amazing. I specially love the children. All beautiful!
Gotta go to fitting my dress!
Claws up!

Monica Sanz's Notes: My first time...

Oh my Goddesses!
Please, everybody, go now and check MissMonicaSanz.com now!
Warrior’s artwork is simply AMAZING. I love it, girls. Good job!
I have to say I just love the way all my fans have such a good taste with their fan actions! You’re unbelievable! First SheisMonica, now MissMonica…what’s coming next? I can’t wait!
The fact I’m writing about this you all know is because, well, I’d like to tell you a little secret, the reason why the final look of MissMonica scared me.
I have had a time when I couldn’t do anything, sometimes because of health, and sometimes because of some reasons about the production, business, blablabla… and I always need to express myself some way.
I guess you all know that I have said I don’t like modelling but I love fashion, so I started to paint so an idiot stuff and…that was my first result!
This long red dress is the first piece designed by myself, so I hope you liked it!
To be honestly I thought about going in it at my next event in Japan but… I don't trust it could endure till the after show party and I don't wanna arrive naked, or with my dress undone, so I will trust my body in better hands! Mmm, if you’re good maybe I will let you gossip before!
By the moment, let me know what you think about my little first piece (you can see more pics on http://missmonicasanz.blogspot.com/www.missmonicasanz.com) I’m so proud of…Would you let me dressing you?
Love!
Monica.

Monica Sanz's Notes: I’m booked!

Arriving home and seeing a surprise waiting for me is always a nice “Welcome”.
Specially this days I’m thanking God all the time for having my warriors with me in the fight. I’m having my own “Spanish revolution”, and next weeks are definitive for me, so thank you so much for this present!

Yesterday night I found a really special and lovely book on my bed I really enjoyed. I can’t believe lots of things I read but it was so much fun! I needed it!

It’s incredible you’re living my life that way, and I love you’re living the dream so near to me. Believe me, lots of times in my life I think “I wish all the warriors could be here with me in this moment”, so it’s nice knowing you definitely are.

I just feel ridiculous when I see myself alone not knowing you’re taking a picture, but I don’t really care. I understand you laugh at me then!

I have to admit that I was curious about what you think when you have news or any info (not always real as I can see) about me and I’ve learnt there are things I definitely don’t wanna know! Haha.

I have taken my book in my bag for next days, I’m gonna need your strength.

I know it seems I’m disappeared but I’m not, I’m just missing you, warriors. I love you as always or even more. Thanks for your love, support and presents ;)

Yours,

Monica.

Source: Monica Sanz's Notes & Monica Sanz Official Fan Club

Monica Sanz’s Notes: The bitch is back!

Dear Mark Zuckenberg and friends:
You bore me, but it’s ok. After watching your second message (the second message, on the second time, for the second picture) to my management where you say:
“If you choose not to remove this content, please keep in mind that Facebook will take action on the content and your account”
I just can say that, not my management, not my webmaster team, not my network team and of course not me are going to remove or change anything! Do what you want because I don’t give a f***!
It’s not my fault if my pictures mean sex for you, I’m sorry, but you have seen nothing yet!
Oops! You and everybody can see the full bitch photoshoot, bigger and better on www.sheismonicasanz.com. Like this (Sorry for the disappointment, for those who don’t think this is sex):
I gotta go now. Enjoy it! ;)
xoxo
Monica

Monica Sanz's Notes: Jump sure and happy! (Doesn't it remind you an advert?)

Warriors, you can’t imagine how hard my dancers work. I know “my somebody” has shown you a bit of the morning, afternoon and evening, but you don’t know that, with my schedule, those guys were with me from the early morning, ready for making a great job and learning everything. The choreography was not easy and they did!

Here you have the proof, trying to make one of the steps. It’s not easy trusting people you don’t know immediately so yes, some steps were not easy for me and they tried to make me trust…although even they didn’t trust themselves at all!!!

Fortunately I was too slept to feel how my legs were, and to hear what they were saying!

TRANSLATION:

First sentence, to me: “Monica, 90% of acrobatics consist about not being scared, so jump!”

One minute after, to the dancer: “Be careful, she’s gonna land her mouth on the floor!”

I survived this time! Love!

Source: Monica Sanz's Notes

Monica Sanz's Notes: Next time you'll make it better!

Last night all my Spanish warriors were in my heart (literally, my brazalet) but it was not enough for me. I’m extremely sad for not sharing with you such a magical night and I’m sorry, but to be honest, I couldn’t do a thing.

I’d like you to think a private party is not a thing of mine, and my management treated the party as the owners asked for. Please, imagine the party as your party, I’d never say where is your party, what time or who’s gonna be there if you ask me for singing there. I hope you understand.

Anyway, I’m the saddest person about the final result, because I’m dying to meet you and singing for you. I never forget about you and I really wish to meet you all soon. I LOVE YOU!

I hope to compensate this soon!

Apart of this, there were good things I would like to thank. First stop, I wanna thank "The Other Side" club, my amazing team for their incredible work! I wanna thanks my make up artist, Lady Poison & Cia for their imagination and great ideas so fast! My beautiful Arlena, always ready for everything and the rest of my staff. I can’t forget bright Eri DJ I’m dying to work with again soon, the disco and the staff there, and of course, my incredible new Spanish dancers.

I have to thank a lot to them because of their efford, support and inconditional enthusiasm! With no time, rehearsals were hard and they were always ready! No matter the time, the hour, the weather, they were there and you got my trust. So you’re in the army and I will kidnap soon for more, I promise!

Warriors, let me ask for something to show…

Source: Monica Sanz's Notes

Monica Sanz's Notes: Back to the streets, boys!

I guess everybody knows I'm a huge fan of BSB since I was...born!

So I'm really excited about their new tour with NKOTB and their new song!

"Don't turn out the lights" for listening this, and let your neighbours watch you dancing!

Love!

Source: Monica Sanz's Notes

Monica Sanz's notes: My happy bday!

Yesterday was insane...I couldn't write here and I have to thank everybody for their love and best wishes!

Honestly, when I was a little girl and I dreamt with being a singer, I used to say that I didn't want anybody would know my birthday, for changing my age when I'm older! ( I have to admit that I got angry when I read it for the first time on a newspaper). But days like yesterday makes my point of view changes: everybody was absolutely amazing.

I wanna thank to my magical personal assistant for getting an impressive and original party (one of my cakes had my face!!!) and I wanna thank everybody who wanted to be with me on it!

I also wanna thank everybody who called, sent me messages and say "Congrats!" some way!

Presents are always welcome, haha, and I really love all... so I hope to have one for you all coming soon! (Pleaseeeeee!)

I'd love that all my fans could be with me yesterday phisically but you all guys know you're always in my mind and heart! Thanks for your "happy birthday" wishes! I love when my birthday is a reason to make a party wherever you are!

Wow! And I also wanna thanks the fan who counted the weeks, days and hours I've exactly been alive (although you made me see how old I am) and the crazy presents of the fandom. You rock, guys!

Love you so, so much! Keep rocking!

Yours.
Monica.

Source: Monica Sanz's Notes

Monica Sanz’s Notes: Earth Hour!

At 8.30 PM on Saturday 26 March 2011 (ajam ajam it’s my birthday and I don’t want anybody forgets ;) ), lights will switch off around the globe for Earth Hour.

You can get all the info, news and, even fun stuff here:

http://www.earthhour.org/

Heal the world! Love!

Monica Sanz's Notes: 13 reasons to believe!

I just can't stop crying! They are why I still believe, and my main reason to wanna follow everyday: my irresistible warriors.

Vídeo

Girls, you are superstars, magical, and I love you so much. Let me add, I have had a great time watching it!

Please, keep your friendship, that's the most important thing. We are a team and I'm nothing without you!

I will never forget this. Thank you so much. It's really incredible how much love you send me! I owe you, forever!

Everybody, let me introduce you:

Bright Mai, wild Laia, kitty Lara, lovely Bea, sexy Erika, gorgeous Lara, beautiful Carla, fabulous Maite, sweet Laura, pretty Aida, dangerous Sarai, precious Anika, smiling Natalia and the kissable girl I don't know the name of, THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Love, Monica.

Monica Sanz's Notes: Planning next Carnivals!

This is me, like 20 years ago, having some fun with my friends then, as a moorish princess.

(It's embarrasing but I really loved this costume!)

Do you already have your costumes for the next carnival?

Guess mine!

Have fun warriors!

Love you!

Source: Monica Sanz's Notes

Monica Sanz's Notes: To my irresistible ladies!

So my ladies are planning something cool for the "Irresistible" Anniversary and I wanna give them a present... Tachan!

(go to my official fan club for getting them bigger ;) )

Here you have some pics of a promotional photoshoot I made. I think they're sexy, they're fresh and they're ...yours!

It was a very funny and hot photoshoot I really enjoyed! So I hope you enjoy them too!

Thank you for all your love, support and energy, warriors!

Love!

Monica.

Oh! And I will share them on Facebook...you know they probably will be censored but maybe Mark Zuckerberg and his friends can that way keep my pics under their beds with the Playboy Magazine!

Source: Miss Monica Sanz

Monica Sanz's Notes